Morning sit. This kind of makes me smile before I write it because of how it sounds.. My bodhisattva statue seemed to be smiling at me today. Really...This made me smile and seem peaceful. This contrasted with this feeling of tension and holding stuff in my body. I talked later in the day about ...
rosie
19 days ago 2
...might very well be my last breath. The last time I ever experience anything. This existence might come to an end in a moment. It definitely will come to an end at some point. But what if it happens now? Do my thoughts in the moment matter? Do all my neuroses and problems matter? Does it matte ...
pajaboo
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19 days ago 2 1
30 minutes during the night (about vulnerability I think) and 30 in the morning.
Bluemoon
20 days ago 3
Morning sit. As always I check in with my body and the emotions in it before I check in with my mind. It is probably the biggest gift this practice has given me, putting me in touch with more of myself and making friends with bits of me that I have tried to deny and push away, especially when fe ...
rosie
20 days ago 1 1
Evening sit. As soon as I lit the candle and sat on my xafi my eyes were drawn to the sky or rather to a large but light and wispy cloud that was passing overhead. This will doubtless sound daft ( but anyone reading my posts will have read dafter...) but the cloud suddenly seemed so transfixingl ...
Bluemoon
20 days ago 3
Night time and morning practice. More tangles, blocks and held on to old anguishes loosening and falling away
Bluemoon
21 days ago 4