Morning sit. I have this story that goes” I keep crying, I am tired, therefore I am not coping. Then I feel more tired and powerless. I realise that I am actually coping. I am all those things, yet I am doing what I need to do to take care of me and my kids. I made it into an affirmation that I ...
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Evening sit. Back to this place as a child where I feel that I am unlovable and worthless. Which is when my grown up self remembered this is not true. Trying to find my balance again.
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Evening sit. After a really painful talk, I felt my heart aggressively shutting down, nearly like it was caving in on itself. I recognise this having happened before, a handful of times, sparking off some really deep defense mechanisms to keep people at a distance from me. It was strange being ...
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