Lamrim Day Three - The Dangers of Lower Rebirth What a difficult sit. Everything was out of whack: A schedule change forced me to sit after lunch, instead of before. The later time meant it was much hotter than usual. And then I had to deal with a lawn mower, hedge trimmer, and barking dog al ...
GregSWhite
15 days ago 3
This morning it suddenly popped into my head that practice is all about seeing and dealing with our own resistance. That everything we need, the whole practice is already there but that we create (inherit? develop?) our barriers and obstacles to seeing and feeling this to be true. The various fo ...
Bluemoon
15 days ago 4
Evening sit with the sangha. Spent the first sit holding a lot of sadness and darkness inside, trying to concentrate on my breath. And the second sit after my interview with sensei allowing it out, as much as I could while being with lots of people. Again a strong desire to self destruct. I have ...
rosie
15 days ago 1 1
Sitting with sangha. I've been feeling a slight sense of drowning recently. No individual major thing but lots of things going on, lots of responsibilities, lots of changes on the horizon. In the last few days this seems to have lifted. Over various sits individual bits of being stressed have sh ...
Bluemoon
15 days ago 4
Lamrim Day Two - Death and Impermanence Nice sit, went by quickly, but not quite as focused as the day before. No complaints, though, it was an enjoyable sit.
GregSWhite
16 days ago 3