During the night time and a short morning sit. As soon as the morning sit started it was obvious that something had shifted - my attiitude to something was very different than it had been the night before. For weeks it has brought up a feeling like my stomach is kicking and fighting. Today just ...
Bluemoon
8 days ago 3
Morning sit. Sitting with relationship mess. I am incredibly anxious about it. We take a small step forward, then back. The only thing I know is that working on it is good, whether we make it or not. Continually seeing myself in it more clearly. It is painful. So many echoes from my relationship ...
rosie
9 days ago 1 2
Evening sit to the backdrop of fireworks yet again. And this time three candles. For some unknown reason today it felt like each of my three altar statues needed their own flame. Probably unconnected but it felt like an unusually intense sit.
Bluemoon
9 days ago 2
Attention to Breathing Late sit, as I had things to do during lunch. Usually, these sits are difficult, as I'm tired at the end of the day, but this one was kind of nice.
GregSWhite
10 days ago 2
Morning sit. A curled up sit feeling messy and scattered. The mess is okay, that is the only thing that i know. I breathe into it and out of it.
rosie
10 days ago 4 1
Sitting with a sangha friend at their home. Partway through a minuscule spider appeared just at the top of my field of vision. Its thread was so fine that it couldn't be seen and it looked like it was floating, descending and pausing gracefully like a star ballerina. It was breathtakingly effort ...
Bluemoon
11 days ago 4
Attention to Breathing Right before this sit, I found out about one of those things that starts happening after you become a practicing Buddhist: A stranger remarked to my girlfriend, "Is he always so... pleasant? He's always smiling, happy to talk to you, polite... He just seems like a v ...
GregSWhite
11 days ago 2 3